bout something...

hmm..dont know how to start.juz feelin like i dont wanna stay here day.never wanna come back here..i swear i'll never come back here if there is no need for me to come back here..i really appreaciate what u done.makes me realize something.i'll never come back here again.i'll go anywhere but not here.feel like cant breath anymore here.diz place used to be d place dat i love d most.everyone love diz place but not to me da.i wish i have some other place to stay when my semester breaks soon.or i could juz stay at my college..hmmm but is it posibble???..huh.or should i go to kl???stay with my sis.or should i go to penang,???holidays with my frens..huh.so confused.all i want rite now is not to be here.ohh GOD,,why is diz happening?feelin so empty in side of me.n so full of hatred rite now.i dont know what to do..i dont know what to say.but anyway thx to my sis NEY KHONGSUWAN coz last nite u accompany me n listen to my probs.but sis sorry coz i lied,its not about him.i dont really love him anymore.its about something else.but i juz dont know how to tell u..i dont know to share it with anyone.it doesnt really bothers me anymore when talking bout him,but i got some other probs too.something very big in my life since i was in standard 6.i tried to be strong.as if there is nothing to be worried about.nothing to bother.but its actually crushing my heart slowly n slowly.i have to be strong infront of everyone.i have to..dats why im being so stubborn.being so heartless sometimes.no tears for diz one..i tried hard.really hard.feels like i wanna express it all out but i cant..huh.maybe one day when i go,diz probs will also go with me.no more burden in my heart...maybe....