Monday, October 18, 2010

icecream,teddy n me part 2

"d chocolate already melt,but d taste will always be in my memory..p/s i kinda have a feelings for u.." he wrote it on his status in fb..i was touched.its like what im hoping for finally gonna come true.its like im living in a fairytale world,,d prince is finally saying dat he likes me..im too happy..too surprised..but then i juz realize something.he maybe like me but he's in love with his gf..what should i do??n what should i think??.....
hmm..one nite,a guy ask me to be his gf.i dont really know him but we studied in d same college.its just dat i never knew or heard about him before.all of sudden he just ask me to be his gf.dat time i didnt think for a long time before i accept him.just becoz i thought i have to throw my feelings towards icecream far far away.n dats d reason why i accept dat guy..i was hoping dat guy could make me forget icecream.i changed my relationship in fb from single to in a relationship.icecream commented on my changed relationship..he said "congrats,nia,,(.......),take good care of nia coz she's very manja n fragile" i cried..i cried for one whole nite thinking why is he saying like dat in my fb.n dat time although i have a bf,but i still contact with icecream..
   my relationship with dat guy didnt hold on for long.only for three days as i remembered.i cant lie to myself.i dont love him so i juz let him know dat.i told him about icecream..n we've decided to juz be frens.then i told icecream dat i just broke up with dat guy.icecream said dat i was mean n i should gave dat guy a chance..i told icecream dat i cant..
after a few weeks,,,,  
   icecream text me in fb.he ask me to wait for him till we meet at kl.n i ask why?? he told dat his gf already know bout him liking me."u should pujuk ur gf"......... "ok,scandal can??dont u ever love ur lover but u like someone else??" he ask.i dont know what to answer him so i juz said dat i dont know..day past by n he's getting back with his gf.i know dat he's really happy n he is totally in love with his gf..im just nobody to him actually..i juz notice it.icecream n chocolate could never be together.i still remember he said to me dat "ur my one n only chocolate,i promise.."eventhough i know d fact dat we couldnt be together but i keep holding on to his words.so we still contact each other as usual..

to be continued...






Saturday, October 16, 2010

icecream,teddy n me...

hmm..how should i begin..as u all know my name is mia chocolate.not really my real name la.wondering how i got dat name??it was given by someone very special to me..wanna know??ok..lets start..
   its all about icecream,teddy n me..but we begin with icecream n me (chocolate)..i know him from facebook.oneday,i felt so boring so i just add anyone including him..he approved..i dont really know him so i just ignore it at first.then,,i looked at his pics."wow,his cute !!!"huhu.. i commented on one of his picture.few days later he replied my comment saying "thx dear.." awwww...so sweet !!! but it didnt go far.after a few months later then only we started to text each other in fb.private messenges coz dat time i always online using my phone.day after day past by.n everyday i always wait for his messenge.everyday after i finish all my classes,i'll wait for him- 5pm- dat time he usually online while working.
and,,,,
oneday he gave me his phone number..i was surprised.i ask him what for giving me his number..then he said every tour guide must have her tourists number."i'll wait for ur call dear",he said..huhu.but i didnt give him a call pown.i juz waited for d rite time to call.he later text me in fb."i've been waiting so long for ur call dear" then only i call him.first time talking to him by phone.i cant stop smiling..his voice !!! so sweet..i cant stop remembering his voice.its like im hearing his voice everywhere..what's happening to me???

to be continued....