what to tell yeah..hmm..rite now im in matrix doin nothing n im so bored !!! i could die la if its continue like diz.juz holding my teddy n writing diz post.assigment???? waaaa its very weird lor if im gonna do it.what r my frens doin rite now???? one is watching movie n other one is doin something at her table..i dont know what is she doin.it dont bother me to know..ohh yeah my other roomate,,,rite now she's in d mosque.good girl !! love being frens with all of them.ok ok...now what else to say..hmm...ohhh i know.i've deleted my fb lor.huhuhu...cant believe it rite???me???delete fb???weird la..but its true.im glad dat i've deleted it.all my frens is asking what's d reason,,all i can say is i dont know.hehe..coz i really dont know why i deleted my fb..juz feel like no use for me using dat fb anymore.

sayangku,,tahukah kau di dalam hatiku ini,,tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci,,kau bunga,,ingin ku sunting mu menjadi milikku,,lantas ku abadikan dlm jiwaku....lalalalaala...

      i keep singing diz song for diz one whole day.cedey rite diz song??? haha since when pulak la i minat lgu mcm nie.but sometimes its nice to hear old songs such like pelangi petang,,sang by ALLAHYARHAM SUDIRMAN HAJI ARSHAD.really nice...ok la.gtg...next time i post another one okie????huhu bye2...

A DREAM DAT I WILL NEVER FORGET IS HAVING U BY MY SIDE,,,

SUMBODY : help me can,juz dun leave me, u da pown help me 

nia aina : i'll never leave u...u know dat rite? promise me something tedd?

 SUMBODY: yes anything nia

 nia aina: no more fight after diz k? no matter what happen

 SUMBODY: nia,i promise yeah no matter wat happen

 nia aina: hey dont die

 SUMBODY: y not

 nia aina: dont leave someone who loves u a lot

 SUMBODY: hu love me nia dear

 nia aina: ur parents ur frens

 SUMBODY: ouh

 nia aina: so dont die pliz?dont ask 4 it

 SUMBODY: everybody hav 2 go 1 day

 nia aina: dont ever said u wanna die again yeah,but dont ask 4 it laaa

 SUMBODY: okok sori waaa y blur ur webbie cant see my chocolate da,,aldo its blur i can sense u smiling

 nia aina: aiyooo how come?
 SUMBODY: kan i ckp i still love u means u still in my heart so i still can sense ryte dear??u tired eyh? u tired u go rest k dear

 nia aina: no larh juz thinking

 SUMBODY: ouh thinking bout wat dear

 nia aina: bout teddy

 SUMBODY: which teddy?

 nia aina: i only got one teddy which can talk

 SUMBODY: i tot u ade byk

 nia aina: can smile

 SUMBODY: kat matrik la kat umah la kat dlm loker la

 nia aina: dat one cant talk la cant walk

 SUMBODY: me ah? maybe im nt ur teddy sori

 nia aina: ur d one who doesnt wanna be teddy
 SUMBODY: i wan i wan 2 be teddy in ur heart i wan 2 be ur teddy wen we were 2gether

 i wan 2 be dat teddy

 nia aina: u r

SUMBODY: no

 nia aina: ur always gonna be my teddy my one n only teddy

 SUMBODY: u 2 sunshine

 nia aina: i miss u calling me dat now dat sunshine can shine again
 SUMBODY: sunshine bt u nw can only shine on 1 u cant shine 2 places

 nia aina: what u mean?

 SUMBODY: u can only shine with ur boyfie nw

 nia aina: i can only shine 4 my teddy no one else i juz dont wanna choose d wrong one

 SUMBODY: ok

 nia aina: afraid of getting hurt again

 SUMBODY: i noe den dun choose me i dun wan 2 hurt u 2

 nia aina: ok if u say so
 SUMBODY: i din say so its juz dat i duno wat 2 say

 nia aina: i dont want u to be alone tedd i dont like it 

SUMBODY: i hav 2 nia its my fate

 nia aina: i dont want

 SUMBODY: its ok la nia

 nia aina: if its not me then find someine else tedd

SUMBODY : since laz tym wen im with fox i end up with her u came 2 shine me up den wen i get back with her u still shine me up den break up again u pown ada,, bila ngan ony ure da 1 shinning me up frm behind den nw wen everything is end here u r shining me up,, it was frm da beginning ure my sunshine,, hw can i find sum1 else wen i noe da sunshine is juz in front of me,, nw i will juz walk stright 2 u bt its ok ill wait 4 u 2 shine me again maybe u will maybe u will nt since der is other things 4 u 2 shine nw

 nia aina: like i said i can only shine 4 my teddy

 SUMBODY: i da single back nvm la all i can do is juz see,, mr.lufti is lucky 2 hav u ,,2 hav my sunshine

 nia aina: tedd u still love me?

 SUMBODY: yes sunshine of coz i do i reali do still love u

 nia aina: but why u keep hurting my feelings?

SUMBODY: bcoz u kept me waiting 2 long u alwayz dissappear,, wen u came back im with sum1 else, its nt dat i wan 2 hurt u its dat i dunno u wud come back,, im sori its all u anyway' bcoz i love u

 nia aina: if i choose u: promise me u wont hurt me again?: promise me u wont leave me again

 SUMBODY: bt wat about him nia i dun wan 2 be da punca

 nia aina: then what should i do? 

SUMBODY: i reali dunno i wan u
 nia aina: me too

 SUMBODY: bt i care 4 other ppl feeling 2

 nia aina: yeah i know

 SUMBODY: it all juz nid tym k its ok i will wait

nia aina: promise?

 SUMBODY: promise
nia aina: love u !!!

nia aina : tedd did u read her status juz now?

 SUMBODY: i will 4get la nia... u ppl wont noe wat is in hw i am in it

 nia aina: then tell me tedd can u?: i wanna know what u feel inside

SUMBODY: i duno hw 2 express it out: im sori i wish i can tell

 nia aina: can u pliz try to? pliz
 SUMBODY: sori nia i dunno hw 2

 nia aina: sokayh i know da dont worry i'll always be here 4 u: its juz dat i cant make u smile again im sowy

 SUMBODY: ill try... im sori

 nia aina: sokayh u know what: im gonna do something ,,dont know whether it will work or not but i'll try 

SUMBODY: do wat la??

 nia aina: no need to know

 nia aina: hey good news 4 u she did dat coz of me coz of she felt guilty

 SUMBODY: stupid y did u confront her 4

nia aina: i juz want u to be happy like i said if its not with me then with someone else

 SUMBODY: u care 2 much 4 others u make me in tears back

 nia aina: sowy hey go find her larh she loves u

 SUMBODY: i duno

 nia aina: dont know what?

 SUMBODY: i duno wat 2 do... i juz wan 2 sleep
 nia aina: dont think too much i'll fix back what i've done wrong ok? i promise
 SUMBODY: u did nth she stupid sbb bwat mcm 2 wen i tanya she xnk gtau i nk u tnye dye ape niat dye bwat mcm 2 does she tink duin dat will make me happier am i nt happy engh with her,, she x guna otak,, she tau u ada bf tp she did dat so dat i go back 2 u habis wat about lufti do we nid 2 sacrifise other ppl feeling u pls tel her dat

 nia aina: tell her urself

 SUMBODY: i juz wn u 2 tell her hw stupid she is

 nia aina: listen to me,, u know love makes someone become stupid rite? nahhh she really loves u juz learn how to forget n to forgive dont be so ego la dont have to worry bout me n lutfi he'll understand n i can still be frens with both of u

 SUMBODY: nia penah kew i kata nk leave u

 nia aina: no larh but u cant lie to urself kan? u love her: not me sup n i want u to be happy: dats all not hard pown

 SUMBODY: bt u nvr leave me

nia aina: of course i'll never leave u im always here 4 u when u need me dont worry

 SUMBODY: since laz tyme...i wanted 2 be with u: frm azrai from fox den wen all hope is gone u came back y din u be lik diz b4 diz in da very beginning
 nia aina: i've never changed a bit sup i like diz from d begiinning: its juz dat u didnt realize it

 SUMBODY: u alwayz lik 2 make me choose sumthing dat is so hard 4 me
 nia aina: im not la im not asking u to choose,, whenever u need someone im here 4 u no matter  with who ur with,, i'll still be here 4 u like i always did.....


ITS WHAT U TOLD ME BEFORE..N IM GONNA KEEP HOLDING ON TO IT.EVEN NOW WHEN I HATE U IT PAINS ME TO SAY DAT I WILL BE THERE FOR U AT D END OF D DAY..JUZ DAT I DONT WANT TO SAY DAT I LOVE U,,NOT IN DIZ KIND OF WAY.N YES I DO HATE U..

thinking bout u again n again..but diz time i dont have dat same feelings towards u anymore.u said dat u want me to hate u.n yes tedd,diz time u've done it.i dont know why n i dont undersatnd why..u removed me from ur fb.whats d reason for it????? did i do something wrong???? at least u should tell me.not juz go away like dat.last time when i skype with u,u said dat u hate me..but for what???? what did i do wrong??? d only thing dat i do wrong is loving u tedd.i juz realize it..i thought im d one who should be hating u but now..hmmm.i juz dont get it.i dont understand what u want n what u feel..n for ur information tedd,,i dont care anymore.i dont wanna know anymore.thinking bout u hurts me too much.im hating u rite now n im gonna hold to dat feeling from now on..no more u in my life n i think its better diz way..anyway thx for everything tedd....

hey guys !!!

rite now i wanna share with u guys on how i do my makeup everyday.i'll show u my pic with n without makeup okie?? huhu...lets see...

 without makeup

 with makeup

see d differents??hehe..usually i cant go out without any makeup on my face.only sometimes when i get so lazy i didnt wear any makeup lor.then my face will look awful.haha..wanna know what is d most important thing for me??my eyeliner..doesnt matter whether pencil,gel or a liquid one.i always use eyeliner before goin anywhere.next time i'll share with u a video on how i do it ok??...

bout something...

hmm..dont know how to start.juz feelin like i dont wanna stay here day.never wanna come back here..i swear i'll never come back here if there is no need for me to come back here..i really appreaciate what u done.makes me realize something.i'll never come back here again.i'll go anywhere but not here.feel like cant breath anymore here.diz place used to be d place dat i love d most.everyone love diz place but not to me da.i wish i have some other place to stay when my semester breaks soon.or i could juz stay at my college..hmmm but is it posibble???..huh.or should i go to kl???stay with my sis.or should i go to penang,???holidays with my frens..huh.so confused.all i want rite now is not to be here.ohh GOD,,why is diz happening?feelin so empty in side of me.n so full of hatred rite now.i dont know what to do..i dont know what to say.but anyway thx to my sis NEY KHONGSUWAN coz last nite u accompany me n listen to my probs.but sis sorry coz i lied,its not about him.i dont really love him anymore.its about something else.but i juz dont know how to tell u..i dont know to share it with anyone.it doesnt really bothers me anymore when talking bout him,but i got some other probs too.something very big in my life since i was in standard 6.i tried to be strong.as if there is nothing to be worried about.nothing to bother.but its actually crushing my heart slowly n slowly.i have to be strong infront of everyone.i have to..dats why im being so stubborn.being so heartless sometimes.no tears for diz one..i tried hard.really hard.feels like i wanna express it all out but i cant..huh.maybe one day when i go,diz probs will also go with me.no more burden in my heart...maybe....

my prince charming !!!

 

 KIM HYUN JOONG

so diz is my prince charming.^^ wish i could i have someone like him..ngee.i really love d way he talks n acted in korean movie " BOYS OVER FLOWER".he looks so cool n handsome.i want someone like him can??hehe..in dat movie he didnt always smile coz of his character but when he smiled,,waaaa feel like hearts gonna fall out of its place.he's very caring kinda of guy.always protecting JANDI and he's d one who always help n wipe away JANDI'S tears.like he said in dat movie,,he will always be JANDI'S fireman so dat he can always listen to d emergency bell when JANDI needs him..awww,,so sweet rite???

  so dat is what i want from my prince.wish he would be juz like KIM HYUN JOONG.hehe..when will i meet someone like him nahh???i wonder.............

心碎的女孩

我看见他独自行走，我跟自己说：“哇，住户开支统计调查可爱..”穿在人眼里没有与注册..穿着吊带袋，白衬衫衣领走，那么我认为他可能很难得到..


我走进去，几分钟后，我惊讶地看到他来到我站在那里，什么是运气，


在一起几个小时，他甚至还没有看着我，“上帝，他很势利！”所以我让我自己也不知道他什么回合，


几周以后，他开始变得更加员工共赢，他成了我的弗伦<____>开始有这种感觉，所以，嫉妒关闭


我不想他知道，后来我们就开始互相文本，尽管有时其他很难回答，我继续发短信他，日复一日，


他问我是他的女朋友，最后他问我，我很有高兴，


第一次约会，，忽忽非常好，简单，只是一起散步，我怎么不能忘记时间，
第二次约会，我唱着一首由Beyonce他晕，我不想怀念我们最喜欢的歌曲，一件事情，
日期及日期，他终于举行了第一次我的手，亲吻我的手，说他爱我，


有一天，他独自离开了我，我不知道其真正当他告诉他爱我，现在我知道我对他的爱是远远不够，


现在，它只是一个记忆，一个为你和我的记忆要记住，我仍然爱你，我希望最好的，你，