Monday, October 18, 2010

icecream,teddy n me part 2

"d chocolate already melt,but d taste will always be in my memory..p/s i kinda have a feelings for u.." he wrote it on his status in fb..i was touched.its like what im hoping for finally gonna come true.its like im living in a fairytale world,,d prince is finally saying dat he likes me..im too happy..too surprised..but then i juz realize something.he maybe like me but he's in love with his gf..what should i do??n what should i think??.....
hmm..one nite,a guy ask me to be his gf.i dont really know him but we studied in d same college.its just dat i never knew or heard about him before.all of sudden he just ask me to be his gf.dat time i didnt think for a long time before i accept him.just becoz i thought i have to throw my feelings towards icecream far far away.n dats d reason why i accept dat guy..i was hoping dat guy could make me forget icecream.i changed my relationship in fb from single to in a relationship.icecream commented on my changed relationship..he said "congrats,nia,,(.......),take good care of nia coz she's very manja n fragile" i cried..i cried for one whole nite thinking why is he saying like dat in my fb.n dat time although i have a bf,but i still contact with icecream..
   my relationship with dat guy didnt hold on for long.only for three days as i remembered.i cant lie to myself.i dont love him so i juz let him know dat.i told him about icecream..n we've decided to juz be frens.then i told icecream dat i just broke up with dat guy.icecream said dat i was mean n i should gave dat guy a chance..i told icecream dat i cant..
after a few weeks,,,,  
   icecream text me in fb.he ask me to wait for him till we meet at kl.n i ask why?? he told dat his gf already know bout him liking me."u should pujuk ur gf"......... "ok,scandal can??dont u ever love ur lover but u like someone else??" he ask.i dont know what to answer him so i juz said dat i dont know..day past by n he's getting back with his gf.i know dat he's really happy n he is totally in love with his gf..im just nobody to him actually..i juz notice it.icecream n chocolate could never be together.i still remember he said to me dat "ur my one n only chocolate,i promise.."eventhough i know d fact dat we couldnt be together but i keep holding on to his words.so we still contact each other as usual..

to be continued...






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